*Poems*

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So if you are smart you may have realized that this page is filled with poems. Some are mine, where i will express some of the ways i feel into words, some are e-mailed to me, and some i liked so i copyed and pasted on here. So these poems are a miss mash of everything from anyone.

Under The Weather

I just dont get it

You told me something I didnt want to hear

You left me alone

Crying is my new fear

I dont see why you did me like this

As if I did something to you

You are so damn selfish

Had me believe you were true

Had fun once and also twice

Had me fooled that you liked me

I know what you were trying to get

Used me, played me, and now I see

Paid back the favour

Now you're gone forever

We do our small talk

I'm still feeling under the weather

Painful Heart

Yesterday was a specail day,

Because I saw you and you saw me,

And we smiled as we walked past, But i could not look back.

I pass you in the halls,

And look away and you do too,

But once I ventured to talk,

And you responded with your smile so painful to me.

As I go down the stairs and you go up,

You smiled at me and watched me leave,

And my heart was overjoyed and I was speechless with the thought,

Of you thinking of me,

But I resisted and believed it false.

And you were different, so much better than me,

And I was just my plain simple self,

You walked with confidence and security,

But I just hung back.

Time went by and you had to leave,

I hid my emotions but I was scared and sad,

How can I surrive without you, how will I be,

But you just smiled and fadded away.

Oh painful heart,

See what you did to me,

You made me foolish and believe you,

When to my head, I should have heed.

Abortion

6 weeks old mommy

A birthday gift you give to me

A pair of big blue eyes

Thru one day I will see

Where we going mommy

With the rain splashing down

When it hits the sidewalk

It makes a funny noise

Bang thru the big white doors

People dressed in green

If they hurt you mommy

Just run away and scream

Help me mommy they are tearing me apart

There goes my big blue eyes

There goes my little heart

I love you mommy, believe me I do

But the worst thing is I thought you loved me too


	The Same Old Me As you see it, Im still the same old me Lifeless bodies surround the place Ill be Everyone is changing and its not for the best Well all end up someday like the rest Our minds are thinking things never thought of Should I do this, am I in love, is there even a god above? Questions surround us like the air we breathe No need for me to wonder, Ill just wait and see. I have a question and you cant say the solution I need to find out for myself, to find a resolution Is love, love? Can it be explained? Does it even exist? Why are people so caught up with it, why cant they resist? Is love shown through actions, or is it just a statement? Do we need to say it, is there a replacement? As you can tell, Ive never had real adorations Ive only had many false supplications. Is there a right age for finding the love of your life, To find the man of your dreams or your maybe wife? Personally I think I will wait Ive never even had a real date. I can find love but in all the wrong places I want love of one kind that skips a heartbeat and races There is no rush for the answer of what is love So Ill just keep asking what its made of. I Mean Nothing And i think as i gaze out the window.. wheres the love we should be sharing? whats the feeling in the "love" making we've been doing? i wonder if your there, does it feel as it should? and i realize just now.. i mean nothing. Where We Stand, And How You Feel I don't know where we stand, Or how you feel All I know is that all I want is you, You lift me up When I'm the saddest of the sad All these amazing emotions keep running through, My body, my mind, my heart, and my soul All I ever think about is you, Even though, I don't know where we stand, Or how you feel Did you ever notice how we look at eachother? Or the way we hold hands? I don't remember how we met, or What you were wearing All I need to know is, Where we stand, and how you feel